Unwelcomed Visitor courtesy Photobucket.com |
The knocking at my door was
more of a violent scratching, like my dog does when he wants inside.
I pulled the curtain aside
and peered out to view the hooded dark figure as he continued to thump and tap
loudly.
Opening the door just a crack
was enough for him to push against the door and gain entrance even without a
formal invitation.
I asked his name, and he
mumbled something and then quietly slid over to a corner where he sat and tried to hide while he
continued observing me.
Finally I told him I was
certain that I did not want him in my home.
He spoke in whispers and in a
nagging dialogue he began to berate me and tell me how bad I was, and that I was
no good.
His voice rose up a tone or
two as he gained confidence in what he was about; “You do nothing right, and no
one likes you,” was spewing from his lips.
“It was all your fault and
you have no one to blame except yourself,” he continued.
“Even God will never forgive
you, and you will never make heaven your home!”
How could I shut up this
disgusting creature, and how could I entreat him to leave?
All that he alleged was both
true and at the same time false, but now I was hurting in the pit of my stomach
as he continued to criticize and rebuke my being.
Crying out to God for help
seemed not to reach heaven. I had asked forgiveness, long ago, and had become a
“good Christian,” so why was he doing this to me?
My thoughts turned to recent
readings in my Bible, and I remembered a verse in Romans that I quoted often. I
began to speak it out loud to this strange uninvited visitor.
Romans 8:1-2
There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who
walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit. For the law of the Spirit of
life in Christ Jesus has made me free from the law of sin and death.
With a crooked smile, he
raised himself, and slowly slinked toward the open door and left.
But as he trudged down the
path, he turned and called to me - - “I’ll be back!"
This post has been shared at Mary Beth’s Work in
Progress
Also linked with Jennifer at: God-Bumps and God-Incidences